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The 15 minute Summer

  The 15 minute summer  .  Attitude is everything. Delicate as it is a concept not new to me, but my own peace has slipped away from me the last few months.  Work has been crazy, I work about 60 hours a week. D has been working about the same . And  the level of insanity and NOT spending time together has been less than ideal. I took a look around my life today and realized that although I am almost 40 years old and making really good money- I am no further ahead. In point of fact I am working hard insanely hard it seems to just bury myself further.  Summer is blowing by me and my 60 hour work week at such a pace that I have spend the last month feeling cold and bitter. My solution has been to fill my face and empty my wallet. Im done.  So, I made a choice today. I am in credit jail. Well financial jail really, and I built the cell.  For the next 12 months I will not use credit, I will pay off the 22000 in consumer debt that I have gleefully accumulate

Welcome to The wallet the Waist and the Soul

The wallet the waist and the soul . I am not qualified to tell you what to do. I have no medical degree , no great success story where I have overcome incredible odds and no " wealthy barber" bank account to prove it all works. I do not qualify as a professional when it comes to the world of giving advice. I do qualify as a human, no different that most with my own set of trials, mistakes,and victories that have brought me to this place. I AM AT GROUND ZERO . I am starting over in all aspects except for my relationship and I am terrified. I have learned one thing through the last couple years of my life . You have now. You have today and today is the only promise that you can count on. Life for me is about one thing , being happy. This is my story. The story of not overcoming, skirting by a d never finishing anything until I woke up on an idle Wednesday to a horrid reminder that you only have today. I am making some changes and taking you alo